FIC: and you're trying to choke down the feeling (Teen Wolf)

Man, I don't even know what I'm doing anymore. I entirely blame this ficathon. Also this is very short and extremely emotional and I don't know how to feel about it.

Title: and you're trying to choke down the feeling
Fandom: Teen Wolf
Pairing(s): Derek Hale/Isaac Lahey
Content notes: Makeouts and fade-to-black sex between an adult and a teenager, non-explicit mention of a past abusive relationship. No standard warnings apply; further questions about content are always welcome.
Summary: And you feel like you've done something terrible, and you're tired. He shouldn't be allowing this.

Written for the prompt, Derek/Isaac: "You're in a car with a beautiful boy, and he won't tell you that he loves you, but he loves you." The prompt, title, and summary are all from You Are Jeff by Richard Siken.

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I am reading 172 Hours on the Moon--thanks to sohotrightnow for the rec--and it is SO GOOD. (I'm only 90 pages in so no spoilers, please.) I want all the YA horror now. Not supernatural fantasy--which, there is nothing wrong with that at all; if I ever finish my current novel the next one will probably be about teenage lady shapeshifters of some kind--but I want actual horror, terrible things that feel wrong and are not sexy or alluring or the POV characters.

I currently have five (5) books out from the library, and am reading pretty slowly, and I have more to get to after that--but if you know any YA books that suit this description, I would welcome recs? Or else just go read this book yourself, it's pretty great.