not even remotely a fic
Aug. 8th, 2012 12:58 amnor technically a chatfic, since it was done in email. but that is the general spirit of the thing.
okay, so, shortly after getting into Teen Wolf (ie, before 2x10 aired) I wrote most of a story that was supposed to be Scott/Stiles but ended up being "they kiss, feelings are fraught, then Stiles and his dad have some major emotions." Also I couldn't come up with a good beginning, and also also I misremembered a few details when writing it and so didn't feel like going back to fix them when the whole thing was jossed a thousand ways anyway. BUT, the main thing is, it contained the scene of my heart where Stiles, prompted by emotional extremity, grabs Scott and kisses him, and Scott is basically "...what just happened on my mouth" and Stiles immediately shuts down and shoves him away because he KNOWS the kind rejection is coming and he just cannot even deal.
So I didn't post that, but it remained in my heart, and then tonight I was talking to![[profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
unlovablehands about ALL MY SCOTT/STILES FEELINGS ALL OF THEM, and I sort of...made a thing. It's basically a chatfic committed in larger chunks, and I wouldn't post it except it is fucking impossible to find Scott/Stiles in this fandom, so if you have enormous heart-consuming feeeeeelings about them, IDK, you might enjoy it. Also somehow me and Ang's headcanon about Stiles's proto-BDSM feelings found their way in there. (It's 100% canon-supported!) So, enjoy, or probably don't since most of you have quite sensibly avoided Teen Wolf.
Oh also there are BIG SPOILERS for 2x08 and 2x09 under the cuts. Pretty much all of them in the first paragraph actually.
( the relevant portion of the unposted fic )
( blather in email that gradually acquires a narrative )
okay, so, shortly after getting into Teen Wolf (ie, before 2x10 aired) I wrote most of a story that was supposed to be Scott/Stiles but ended up being "they kiss, feelings are fraught, then Stiles and his dad have some major emotions." Also I couldn't come up with a good beginning, and also also I misremembered a few details when writing it and so didn't feel like going back to fix them when the whole thing was jossed a thousand ways anyway. BUT, the main thing is, it contained the scene of my heart where Stiles, prompted by emotional extremity, grabs Scott and kisses him, and Scott is basically "...what just happened on my mouth" and Stiles immediately shuts down and shoves him away because he KNOWS the kind rejection is coming and he just cannot even deal.
So I didn't post that, but it remained in my heart, and then tonight I was talking to
unlovablehands about ALL MY SCOTT/STILES FEELINGS ALL OF THEM, and I sort of...made a thing. It's basically a chatfic committed in larger chunks, and I wouldn't post it except it is fucking impossible to find Scott/Stiles in this fandom, so if you have enormous heart-consuming feeeeeelings about them, IDK, you might enjoy it. Also somehow me and Ang's headcanon about Stiles's proto-BDSM feelings found their way in there. (It's 100% canon-supported!) So, enjoy, or probably don't since most of you have quite sensibly avoided Teen Wolf.Oh also there are BIG SPOILERS for 2x08 and 2x09 under the cuts. Pretty much all of them in the first paragraph actually.
( the relevant portion of the unposted fic )
( blather in email that gradually acquires a narrative )
