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SO, yeah, the concert happened, it was okay but not nearly as good as it could have been, and now it is OVER HOORAY OVER, and I'm so sick I flinch every time I swallow. I'm going to see the Avengers this afternoon, and then regular life has to resume as I take care of all the shit I've been ignoring the past two weeks, including replying to stuff and remembering other people's existence.

today, however, is for movies. I was hoping I could time it so that I could movie-hop to the Pirates! movie, because this theater charges three dollars for parking and ten dollars for a regular ticket so fuck those guys, but alas the showtimes don't work out. So Pirates! this weekend, assuming it's still around. Movies disappear so fast these days :( Tomorrow I have to go back to volunteer training, and then get a swimsuit altered so my breasts don't fall out of it and float freely in the water, like two peaceful lily pads.

the avengers: finally

Waiting for the post-credits scene is a lot more annoying now that every shot has CGI and the credits take ten minutes.

update: TOTALLY WORTH IT. My favorite scene of the entire movie, in fact. Now to read all five thousand reaction posts and find fic.

My end verdict: ( spoilers )

edit: ACTUALLY, you know what, I have more squee than that in me, and when I get back from dinner and also have a margarita in me, I will share it. I don't squee enough lately, mostly because my brain no longer knows how to make sentences, which I should probably look into? So it's just frustrating. But I will do my best.

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so the margarita plan failed miserably, I ended up crying all over my mom about how my body is self-destructing at age 27 and I will never be able to take care of myself on my own ever ever ever, and now all I can deal with is Avengers porn involving ALL THE FEELS. If anyone has any recs for any m/m (besides Steve/Tony, not hitting the spot right now) or m/f/m, or other moresome combinations, full of sex involving all the melodramatic intense feels and maybe some crying, I could REALLY use them right now. I promise to share more squee and story ideas and other actual contributions tomorrow.

( cut for shame )

Anyway, yeah, porn would help. I will do my best to pay it forward when I'm sane again.

also can I just note, it feels full circle in a really WEIRD way to be talking about porn involving a comics character named Bruce. Thank god none of the other names overlap, I would be too confused to function.