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--oh huh I guess I am writing this sad sad unrequited pining E/R fic after all? I don't know if I can ever post it though, it is basically an exercise in producing the purplest prose I possibly can and that is pretty damn purple and also completely unironic. my feels

but anyway I got through half the hard part! now there is just the other half of the hard part, and then imagined sex. I write a lot of imagined sex, come to think of it.