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so last night I watched City of Bones, with some other people thank god because wow that is literally the worst movie I've ever seen, and I'm including like half of the movies on MST3K in this assessment. And then I played Dragon Age for hours, and then I woke up this morning and played it for more hours and totally screwed up my careful sequencing of quests because I forgot how stupid fast act 2 goes by. And my home is a quagmire of absolute filth and I don't want to deal with it, or do the laundry either but I have to. I mean, I have to clean the kitchen too, but it's conceivable I'll continue trying to avoid that, whereas clothes are not as optional as not growing mold all over everything. Also I was going to do a lot of work today, like for school? Which has not happened so far :/ basically, fuck everything, I need a vacation. Or a pause button.

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idk i need to just make a big long stupid post behind a cut tag with all my DA2 feelings and the fic(s) I want to write, maybe that would calm me down so i can 1.) not play so obsessively and 2.) actually enjoy myself when i play instead of counting how many hours until i finish it, and making sure i experience ALL THE THINGS and arrange everything EXACTLY SO. see, this is what happens when i go off on my own and join fandoms without my friends. without people to offload my emotions onto i just....simmer, into a thick crazy stew.

( blugh )