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Jul. 8th, 2011 11:21 pmI think--I think I might be getting bored of writing porn D: D: D: D: D: I would take a break to work on something that's all characterization and gen and philosophical questions and stuff, but I really want to to get this done within, like, a month of starting, I don't think that's too tight a deadline, at least for the first draft. And also HOW CAN I BE BORED OF WRITING PORN. I'm probably just hanging my anxiety on this for a change of pace.
I'm also anxious about my characterization just hurling itself headfirst down a rabbit hole, which one the one hand--porn--but on the other hand, I want it to be satisfying, and it won't be if it doesn't feel like them, all of them. And also, okay, I'm getting SO TIRED of trying to wrangle five fucking people without straying from one POV. After this next section, two of them will peel off and do their own thing for a little while and it will all get a thousand times easier. But first I have to get through this. And then never ever ever write an orgy ever again.
If I can actually get anything done tonight (unlike the last...three nights god DAMMIT), this will turn into the writing post to reduce spam.
yes! writing post! all that ( goes beneath here of course )
done for the night, and the total so far is: ~9190. You guys I don't even--how is this happening. That's 1.5 sections of sex finished, 3.5 to go.
I'm also anxious about my characterization just hurling itself headfirst down a rabbit hole, which one the one hand--porn--but on the other hand, I want it to be satisfying, and it won't be if it doesn't feel like them, all of them. And also, okay, I'm getting SO TIRED of trying to wrangle five fucking people without straying from one POV. After this next section, two of them will peel off and do their own thing for a little while and it will all get a thousand times easier. But first I have to get through this. And then never ever ever write an orgy ever again.
If I can actually get anything done tonight (unlike the last...three nights god DAMMIT), this will turn into the writing post to reduce spam.
yes! writing post! all that ( goes beneath here of course )
done for the night, and the total so far is: ~9190. You guys I don't even--how is this happening. That's 1.5 sections of sex finished, 3.5 to go.
