some_stars | (no subject)

brief ketamine update: thank u for the sympathies; i felt normal by the time i went home and i had a shower and did some laundry and felt much better, and i'm gonna do the whole thing again on tuesday. but i will take an anti-nausea pill first and make sure to pee RIGHT before and also, tbh, i will be wearing the reusable incontinence panties i bought for use on airplanes (the other public place i tend to vomit and therefore pee). gonna come PREPARED for this bitch. good news is i don't feel at all sorry about not having time to take an edible this week or next week bc i have had ENOUGH of being high, thank you very much. cold unfiltered reality only for me for the foreseeable future.

(the other thing is, aside from causing nausea, the nasal spray tastes REALLY bad and also burns and it got into my throat so i threw up immediately, unexpectedly, and all over myself, which lent a certain special shittiness to the entire endeavor thereafter. ruined a brand new shirt, alas.)