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fifty frenchmen can't be wrong ([personal profile] some_stars) wrote2011-11-14 03:56 pm

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i was all proud of myself for GETTING THINGS DONE today despite still feeling like a complete mess, and then inevitably i fucked up one of said Things and WHY, WHY IS LIFE. i will never get a job ever, i will die alone and destitute, probably in an alley somewhere.

computer is in the hospital for at least a couple days, i am stuck using my dad's which has a keyboard that wasn't that great in the first place and hasn't been replaced in maybe ten years and sticks on about every third key. also it has none of my files. also choir rehearsal tonight is going to be full of Politics and Finances and Guilt, instead of snacks, and i am dreading it. also i need to clean the kitchen as there is not a single usable inch of surface left. also i still haven't found a pair of comfortable professional looking black shoes, and i still need to mod most of my other new shoes and i'm going to have to buy more cushions and stuff and they are SO EXPENSIVE and i wish i could just have a normal undamaged non-freakish human body.