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some_stars) wrote2011-09-29 02:50 pm
some_stars) wrote2011-09-29 02:50 pm
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Current angst: whether I should even sign up for Festivids this year. The thought of not doing so is untenable, but I have a ton of vids in progress right now, including one that's fairly close to done and one that I just really want to make, and the latter actually has a deadline since I want to finish and post it before the show starts back up again in a few months, and it just seems ridiculous to take on something else. But...Festivids! FESTIVIDS. I'm still sort of stupidly in love with the vid I made last year, and the vids I got were SO AMAZING and, and, auuuugh. If only it were two months later I would have no conflict at all. The central problem is that while I'm mostly going to offer just a ton of safety sources like I did last year, I also want to offer MST3K, and if someone takes me up on that I will have so much rewatching (and watching) to do, I won't have time to do anything else at all.
So I am conflicted and sad, and wishing I weren't so lazy that I can never finish anything on my own, because I've been working on these vids for months and they should all in fact be done by now, except the most recent one which should be at least starting on a first draft. AND YET.
So I am conflicted and sad, and wishing I weren't so lazy that I can never finish anything on my own, because I've been working on these vids for months and they should all in fact be done by now, except the most recent one which should be at least starting on a first draft. AND YET.