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It's kind of disconcerting how good I feel right now. I mean, it's not that good! A normal, healthy person would still consider me to be depressed. But it's so much better than the last...forever, and I'm having that always unsettling experience of remembering thoughts and feelings that I know were my own, but don't feel like mine at all. I'm sure they'll come back tomorrow, but at least I managed to get out of the house today and get two things done. I also managed to exfoliate, which I realize sounds ridiculous but it's kind of a process and I've been putting it off for two weeks, and my face has been drowning in flakes. So it seems that being neither unemployed nor in horrible pain is good for my mental health! Surely no one could have predicted this development.