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It is cruel and unjust to get a vid idea that MUST BE MADE NOW NOW NOW when 1.) one of the necessary DVDs won't be out for months and 2.) I am pretty sure that at least a few seconds out of that half hour of deleted scenes will end up being crucial and possibly changing the whole framework of the vid. Whyyyyy is the entertainment industry :(

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And now my computer is freaking out! This is certainly what was needed.

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oh my god computer you can't just MAKE FILES DISAPPEAR and then tell me the folder still contains one file of exactly that size, AND IS EMPTY. that is NOT FUCKING POSSIBLE so GIVE IT BACK.

--and now my external bluray drive that I bought specifically and only for vidding is broken. what in the actual fuck is happening.

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OKAY SO, my (incredibly rare these days) actual intense desire AND ability to vid has been completely derailed in multiple ways, my computer appears to be melting, I'm going to have to suck it up and get an internal BD drive installed which I don't even want to think about the cost, especially since this external one that I bought last summer, then never got around to unpacking, and is now apparently dead already cost like $75 and I never once got to use it.

I am drinking heavily, and miserable, and Tumblr is being slow, and if anyone wanted to engage in overly-intense conversation about Avengers and their feelings and probably the sex that they have or at least the gen hugs, this would be a GOOD TIME to message me. Is that the correct verb anymore? I don't know these things now, I've turned old and bitter.