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My life is pretty awesome today. I am hyperaware that this could change at any moment, and there are still so many things wrong (mostly involving my body and its many many failures), but I sounded amazing at rehearsal tonight and I had fun, and I've somehow fallen into a life where I have two separate but overlapping groups of RL friends who think I'm awesome and who I love being around. My bosses at my awful temp job think I'm great, and I'll be a fully-trained volunteer at the science museum in a couple weeks and start leading kids on tours and teaching them things and I really think I'm going to be good at it. I'm saving my money, not quite as much as I should but much more than I've ever been able to hang onto before, and starting this summer I'm going to take the GRE and visit schools and get a kickass second recommendation letter from my volunteer job and get into graduate school in New York and my life is going to work out. I have not the slightest idea how this happened.