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Mar. 6th, 2012 10:25 pmI HATE WORK
it was actually okay today but then I went to choir, which was three hours long with only an hour break in between work and that to change and eat, and some friends were all "we're going out after this, you should come!" and I said yes and then I remembered I have to get up at 6 tomorrow to be at work at 8. WHY
(and the place this job is at is only 15 minutes away but it does in fact take me just that long to get ready in the morning, it's pretty fucking ridiculous)
just, man, I am so fucking AWFUL at social things, and I have sort of stumbled into making some casual friends who I would like to be better friends, and I feel like I'm ready to do this but now I don't even have the TIME. how do people live, seriously? if I had to do this and cook for myself and do my own laundry and keep my home at least sort of kind of clean and run all my errands AND sleep, I wouldn't have time for any human attachments at all.
it was actually okay today but then I went to choir, which was three hours long with only an hour break in between work and that to change and eat, and some friends were all "we're going out after this, you should come!" and I said yes and then I remembered I have to get up at 6 tomorrow to be at work at 8. WHY
(and the place this job is at is only 15 minutes away but it does in fact take me just that long to get ready in the morning, it's pretty fucking ridiculous)
just, man, I am so fucking AWFUL at social things, and I have sort of stumbled into making some casual friends who I would like to be better friends, and I feel like I'm ready to do this but now I don't even have the TIME. how do people live, seriously? if I had to do this and cook for myself and do my own laundry and keep my home at least sort of kind of clean and run all my errands AND sleep, I wouldn't have time for any human attachments at all.
