what even

I invented an OFC for one short scene in a fanfic, not even from her POV, and now I'm trying to figure out how to build a novel around her, preferably something SF/F, without just ripping off the fictional universe I'm writing in. If I can actually come up with something and write it, this will be an awesome creative moment to look back on, but until then I just feel sort of ridiculous.

problem: SOLVED

Writing was easy last night and now it is hard. I will fix this by drinking more and watching another Utena episode or ten. --and pornography. I will also watch that. Is it weird to watch really hot lesbian porn just for nonsexual comfort? Well, not entirely nonsexual, but not putting it to any direct and immediate use.