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some_stars) wrote2011-01-28 11:11 pm
some_stars) wrote2011-01-28 11:11 pm
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It's kind of more agonizing and awful to have really good ideas than to have mediocre ideas(the ones I've written so far being the mediocre ones, obviously). I can see how amazing these stories could be, I can't stop thinking about the perfect versions of them that I imagine, but I know I'll never be able to get that down. Even if I can get myself to write and finish them both, they'll just be weak mutilated versions of what they should be, and no one will ever know what they could have been. Being just decent enough a writer to get my own hopes up is really crappy, you guys :( Plus it's been two months now, and while the show is starting again soon, I have no idea how long my momentum will last before I finally get bored.
I'm not sure what it means for my mental health status that I'm listening to the Rent soundtrack (bought when I was 14 and didn't actually have many albums at all) for the first time in like five years. It just seemed necessary, despite being admittedly embarrassing.
I'm not sure what it means for my mental health status that I'm listening to the Rent soundtrack (bought when I was 14 and didn't actually have many albums at all) for the first time in like five years. It just seemed necessary, despite being admittedly embarrassing.