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some_stars) wrote2011-01-24 06:37 pm
some_stars) wrote2011-01-24 06:37 pm
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oh my god, I have so much work this semester I am going to DIE. the worst of it is this horrible required composition class, that you can't test out of and you have to take even if you are a transfer student with many successful upper-level writing-intensive courses on your transcript. it's just ninety minutes of shit people learn in high school in countries with less embarrassing public school systems, and it has a constant flow of busywork, and it might turn out to be a giant hassle because I'm still in the process of testing out of the first part (which you can test out of, unlike the second half) so have not technically finished the prerequisite. if they give me a hard time about this and try to kick me out of the class I am going to lose my shit on a seriously epic scale.
plus everything else, just, holy shit so much READING, and there are going to be so many papers, and it's just fucking insane. I don't know how anyone could do this. I am bracing for a horrible fiery crash in a couple months. --also I don't think I'll be able to write or vid anything, at all, until after final exams. In MAY. That's upsetting me more than anything, really.
(Adding to all the horribleness is the fact that on Mondays and Wednesdays for the rest of the semester I'm stuck in public from 8:30 to 5:30 with absolutely no possible retreat. I thought I was coping with that okay, until I got home just now and had an insane panicky meltdown because both my parents attempted to talk to me at the same time. I am still twitching unhappily. Tuesday/Thursdays my day is 8:30 to 2:30, which would be fine but probably will NOT be fine coming right after Monday and Wednesday with no break. I foresee a lot of frantic huddling in bathroom stalls.)
plus everything else, just, holy shit so much READING, and there are going to be so many papers, and it's just fucking insane. I don't know how anyone could do this. I am bracing for a horrible fiery crash in a couple months. --also I don't think I'll be able to write or vid anything, at all, until after final exams. In MAY. That's upsetting me more than anything, really.
(Adding to all the horribleness is the fact that on Mondays and Wednesdays for the rest of the semester I'm stuck in public from 8:30 to 5:30 with absolutely no possible retreat. I thought I was coping with that okay, until I got home just now and had an insane panicky meltdown because both my parents attempted to talk to me at the same time. I am still twitching unhappily. Tuesday/Thursdays my day is 8:30 to 2:30, which would be fine but probably will NOT be fine coming right after Monday and Wednesday with no break. I foresee a lot of frantic huddling in bathroom stalls.)