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Oct. 20th, 2008 09:55 pmUPDATE ON ME
1. i am alive! not doing well, not doing badly. just keeping my head down, going to work, collapsing in pain at the end of the day(my feet my feet my burning feet of fire D:), driving home with one of three Mountain Goats CDs on repeat, and watching DVDs while trying to keep the cat from peeing on things and myself from ordering a pizza or eating a dinner composed entirely of muffins. i roasted a chicken today! that was nice. also i am noticing that as i move out of TOTAL FUCKING CRISIS STATE into a state of generalized mehhhh, therapy is becoming less acutely useful and more me sitting around emitting monosyllables now and then. dammit.
2. still failing up the failboat in re making or replying to comments. YEAH, SORRY ABOUT THAT, the thing is that i suck.
3. barring total breakdown (not likely! really this time) i should be able to post the iron man vid before november! that will be nice as it's seriously awesome and gorgeous and the only creative thing i've managed in months.
4. ON WHICH AUSPICIOUS NOTE: yuletide is coming! yuletide is coming! despite my parade of fail last year i defaulted early enough that i'm still eligible, and i choose to count my last-minute fics as counting towards my five-years-running record of never failing to post at least 1000 words for somebody's request. i will make it six if i have to scoop out my own eyeballs to do so! although i can't foresee any circumstance where that would likely be helpful. (but then, i am going to request/offer House of Leaves, so you never know.)
5. over the last couple weeks i've watched all of Futurama at least twice. y'all know how i am with new fandoms when my life is a mess. i'm, uh, investigating screenplay formatting for fanfiction. possibly. because narration is hard.
1. i am alive! not doing well, not doing badly. just keeping my head down, going to work, collapsing in pain at the end of the day(my feet my feet my burning feet of fire D:), driving home with one of three Mountain Goats CDs on repeat, and watching DVDs while trying to keep the cat from peeing on things and myself from ordering a pizza or eating a dinner composed entirely of muffins. i roasted a chicken today! that was nice. also i am noticing that as i move out of TOTAL FUCKING CRISIS STATE into a state of generalized mehhhh, therapy is becoming less acutely useful and more me sitting around emitting monosyllables now and then. dammit.
2. still failing up the failboat in re making or replying to comments. YEAH, SORRY ABOUT THAT, the thing is that i suck.
3. barring total breakdown (not likely! really this time) i should be able to post the iron man vid before november! that will be nice as it's seriously awesome and gorgeous and the only creative thing i've managed in months.
4. ON WHICH AUSPICIOUS NOTE: yuletide is coming! yuletide is coming! despite my parade of fail last year i defaulted early enough that i'm still eligible, and i choose to count my last-minute fics as counting towards my five-years-running record of never failing to post at least 1000 words for somebody's request. i will make it six if i have to scoop out my own eyeballs to do so! although i can't foresee any circumstance where that would likely be helpful. (but then, i am going to request/offer House of Leaves, so you never know.)
5. over the last couple weeks i've watched all of Futurama at least twice. y'all know how i am with new fandoms when my life is a mess. i'm, uh, investigating screenplay formatting for fanfiction. possibly. because narration is hard.