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some_stars) wrote2009-05-08 04:52 pm
some_stars) wrote2009-05-08 04:52 pm
THINGS THAT I AM, at the moment
1. abruptly switching drugs! it's from one ssri to another quite similar but still, D: also switching adhd drugs except EXCITING TIMES, they don't have the new one in stock at any of the three stores near me so i am delayed in getting it. also, messing with ssri's makes the whole "lol worst nightmares IN THE FUCKING UNIVERSE" effect even more dramatic. and when i have nightmares i drool pints. it's really gross.
2. possibly premenstrual although since i get these symptoms (as well as some ssri withdrawal symptoms) whenever i don't have time to shower every morning, it's really hard to tell.
3. writing a story in my EMBARRASSING NEW FANDOM
4. pretty disappointed with the last CM ep except for the obvious pornographic aspects of [spoiler] being hurt :9
5. totally shitty lately about responding to people and commenting, like, EVEN MORE THAN USUAL. i am reading all your entries and thinking very sincere thoughts about them and then getting all TENSE when i try to reply, because i am a big round ball of fail.
6. totally shaming myself at my new work location, where everyone already knows each other and i don't know how to do anything right and i was super fuzzy/stupid today because of drug issues.
7. deeply afraid to go get my paycheck from my old work location, for ABSOLUTELY NO REASON insofar as i like most everyone there and they all liked me and i didn't leave on bad terms, just they needed more people in the store nearer me.
8. uncertain if there even IS a paycheck for me at said location since it's possible my direct deposit has kicked in by now
9. on the verge of finally cleaning all the crap out of my car which is so disgusting that it literally fills the ENTIRE FOOTWELL of the passenger seat and is starting to crowd onto the seat itself. seriously it's just unbelievably vile. mostly it's paper and empty bottles but the bottles all have trace amounts of juice/tea/etc in them and it sits in the sun all day and oh my god you guys, why am i such a gross gross creature D:
10. kind of awful-smelling, relatedly
WHO WANTS TO HUG ME, LINE FORMS OVER THERE
2. possibly premenstrual although since i get these symptoms (as well as some ssri withdrawal symptoms) whenever i don't have time to shower every morning, it's really hard to tell.
3. writing a story in my EMBARRASSING NEW FANDOM
4. pretty disappointed with the last CM ep except for the obvious pornographic aspects of [spoiler] being hurt :9
5. totally shitty lately about responding to people and commenting, like, EVEN MORE THAN USUAL. i am reading all your entries and thinking very sincere thoughts about them and then getting all TENSE when i try to reply, because i am a big round ball of fail.
6. totally shaming myself at my new work location, where everyone already knows each other and i don't know how to do anything right and i was super fuzzy/stupid today because of drug issues.
7. deeply afraid to go get my paycheck from my old work location, for ABSOLUTELY NO REASON insofar as i like most everyone there and they all liked me and i didn't leave on bad terms, just they needed more people in the store nearer me.
8. uncertain if there even IS a paycheck for me at said location since it's possible my direct deposit has kicked in by now
9. on the verge of finally cleaning all the crap out of my car which is so disgusting that it literally fills the ENTIRE FOOTWELL of the passenger seat and is starting to crowd onto the seat itself. seriously it's just unbelievably vile. mostly it's paper and empty bottles but the bottles all have trace amounts of juice/tea/etc in them and it sits in the sun all day and oh my god you guys, why am i such a gross gross creature D:
10. kind of awful-smelling, relatedly
WHO WANTS TO HUG ME, LINE FORMS OVER THERE