some_stars: (be careful of your paws)
fifty frenchmen can't be wrong ([personal profile] some_stars) wrote2008-09-27 10:28 pm

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1. made deep mistake of going shopping for clothes. now hate self, want to die.
2. i made a friend at work yesterday! i think.
3. she is gaaaaaaaaay
4. but she already has a girlfriend :(
4a. GOING TO DIE ALONE
5. i haven't been eating today since breakfast due to various interruptions and now i can't stand the thought of preparing food and i just want to go to sleep but i'm too hungry. and also if i eat anything besides vegetables and bread i will hate myself with every bite.
6. seriously can i just erase this body and start over?
7. also i have no ability to manage money and i will never get out of this fucking house
8. MISERY MISERY MISERY ANGST
9. also have been contemplating of late: ways i am sexually dysfunctional and will horrify all possible girlfriends


also i am not turning comments off because lol attention whore but i'm also having low blood sugar hatefulness so it's probably for your own good not to say anything because i will almost certainly find a way to be angry at it.