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I am having vidding anxiety :( I don't like any of the three I have in progress, and I'm not really watching much TV these days so I don't have ideas, and the ideas I do have are BIG--like, an epic A:TLA vid spanning the whole series and all the characters, is one I've got in the back of my brain, but I just don't have the energy to deal with that right now. Or in the foreseeable future. And I know it's stupid, but if I go to VVC without a premiere vid I will feel SO HORRIBLE about myself. VASTLY more so than usual. But it has to be perfect. YOU SEE MY PROBLEM. idk, maybe I can spend all of June doing vidding bootcamp and pull off one of my other, slightly less vast ATLA ideas, but I just don't KNOW if I'd be able to finish in time and the whole process would suck. WHY IS MY HOBBY SO HARD :(