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i'm studying some basic ties very intensely trying to prepare to tie my play partner in a couple weeks (since i obviously cannot practice arm ties on myself) and what i've mainly done is drive myself completely mad with how much i want someone to tie me up...there is a possibility it will happen at the party next weekend but also it may not, because i only know one rope top enough to ask them to play and i'm not even 100% sure they'll be there. but i want it SO bad and i'm losing my mind a little bit. i still have never had both my hands tied at once and i'm absolutely starving for it, even just having one hand tied put me in the happiest glowingest space...i want more :(