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some_stars) wrote2012-02-14 11:21 pm
some_stars) wrote2012-02-14 11:21 pm
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The temp agency is giving me no jobs, although it has only been a week. While deciding what the fuck to do about this--seriously, can I please have ONE difficult obstacle that I determinedly overcome and have it actually get me somewhere? Just one? Eventually?--I'm doing more Microsoft Office tutorials (almost done with Advanced Word, then Advanced Excel, then...employment? Hopefully? If not I will start on Access and perhaps look into selling organs) and freaking out about money and the fact that I now own one (1) decent-fitting, not-yet-unwearably-damaged pair of jeans.
I need to start on the Dead Like Me vids--the Kings vid is on hold because it makes me too angry and upset to even think about that show anymore, and I've fallen out of love with my 90% finished Magneto vid because it's like a perfect example of all the things I hate about my current vidding style. I may finish it eventually but right now it just depresses me. So I want to start fresh, and the first thing I'm going to have to do is finally learn Avisynth. I am SO AFRAID of Avisynth, you guys, I can't even. I tried using it for post-processing four years ago and it ruined everything and I decided to just stay away from it forever, but I'm getting sick of the shitty way everything looks when you "deinterlace" (ie, blur) in Virtualdub.
Anyway I am 100% terrified of Avisynth, to the point where reading any explanations of it (or any explanations of how interlacing works, oh my god I DON'T WANT TO KNOW, okay) sends my brain into self-defense mode where it just fuzzes over all incoming information, refusing to process it as words. So this should be an adventure.
I need to start on the Dead Like Me vids--the Kings vid is on hold because it makes me too angry and upset to even think about that show anymore, and I've fallen out of love with my 90% finished Magneto vid because it's like a perfect example of all the things I hate about my current vidding style. I may finish it eventually but right now it just depresses me. So I want to start fresh, and the first thing I'm going to have to do is finally learn Avisynth. I am SO AFRAID of Avisynth, you guys, I can't even. I tried using it for post-processing four years ago and it ruined everything and I decided to just stay away from it forever, but I'm getting sick of the shitty way everything looks when you "deinterlace" (ie, blur) in Virtualdub.
Anyway I am 100% terrified of Avisynth, to the point where reading any explanations of it (or any explanations of how interlacing works, oh my god I DON'T WANT TO KNOW, okay) sends my brain into self-defense mode where it just fuzzes over all incoming information, refusing to process it as words. So this should be an adventure.