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WHY AM I LIKE THIS. I wrote 3300 words of id-pleasing fluff fic for a meme fill, and it was easy because I knew I'd be posting it anonymously, as you do on these things. So I didn't have to stress over making it absolutely perfect, and if the tone drifted, and I rushed over a few important paragraphs, and some parts didn't quite mesh with the rest, that was fine.
So I wrote it, and I posted it, and now of course my ego is screaming that no one will ever see it and I should post it properly, so everyone can (inevitably, of course) adore me. Which, ignoring the various massive character flaws involved in this thought process, I would totally do...but I can't, because it's not good enough. Thus am I caught, as usual, in a web of my own design.
So I wrote it, and I posted it, and now of course my ego is screaming that no one will ever see it and I should post it properly, so everyone can (inevitably, of course) adore me. Which, ignoring the various massive character flaws involved in this thought process, I would totally do...but I can't, because it's not good enough. Thus am I caught, as usual, in a web of my own design.
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