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WHY IS THIS VID KICKING MY ASS SO HARD. i had a sort of draft, then erased the whole thing and now have started over and it's much better but every fucking clip is like pulling TEETH. i'm going to blame it on the agony and foolishness of vidding a procedural and not on my own incompetence, although the latter is very clearly to blame what with how i broke my own dark angel vid last year and have been incapable of...anything, pretty much, since i learned to make them actually look nice. on which note,

VID TO DO LIST:
1. remaster the Ace vid so it looks slightly less crap (lol VHS rips) and post the damn thing; it is actually finished but i don't want to let it out in the world until i've fixed all the horrible shit i used to do to video quality.
2. remaster Jack so i can stop refusing and/or being embarrassed when people ask to show it. also because for such a kick-ass vid, it has a handful of incredibly poorly-done moments that should be patched.
3. FINISH THIS FUCKING ELLE VID IF IT KILLS ME AND QUITE PROBABLY IT WILL
4. epic, epic avatar vid of epic! also, instrumental and 4 minutes long. if 3 doesn't kill me this one definitely will.
eta 5. start planning now for an awesome, awesome Halloween vid to Bedlam Boys BECAUSE HOLY SHIT, HOW AWESOME WILL THAT BE