Crossposts:

http://some-stars.livejournal.com/2253797.html

It is very frustrating to be consumed by obsessive fannish love for a pairing you don't actually believe could ever happen. I keep trying to tell myself it's okay to just imagine it without coming up with a solid and in character rationale, but somehow that isn't as much fun as it should be.

Also frustrating: period fandoms! I don't write stuff that needs research, because I can't--research, or incorporate the research while writing--so Les Mis fic is completely out of the question for me, which does not stop my brain from incessantly tossing me lines. Lines about sad pining, because see above re: it would never ever happen.